![]() And how much sleep do I get when I'm done with them? Two hours! Two. I have to explain to my sisters the difficulties and the necessities of puberty. I have to help my brothers do their homework. I love my siblings but my parents, my stubborn, inconsiderate parents, have turned me into a parent at such a young age. When I'm at home, I'm responsible for the siblings my parents coerce me to take care of. Wait! Should I even call them friends? Huh! Some friends they are. When I'm in school, all of my friends pick on me. None of you understand what I'm going through, where I'm coming from and why I act like this. And every time I say no, my gosh, they would always beat me up. I hate that my classmates are always copying my answers in every exam. I hate that I'm the one who always has to give an answer to a question that I don't even know. Look at me! This? This! This is the face of a dying breed, the kind that will die pretty soon. What did I do to deserve this? Am I not good enough? Am I not qualified to be pampered? Am I always the one who has to give up all of my vacancy to please everybody? I hate that I have to sacrifice all of my time for them, because of them and over them. I hate that everyone is looking up at me, expecting me to solve every problem they're facing. I'm not hallucinating! I'm going to jail! No. Is it the cops? Oh no! No! The cops are here. What is that sound? My heart is pounding so fast. Like I said, these are just hallucinations! Stay away from me. You're dead and I will never be able to bring you back. ![]() ![]() I was sad because you wouldn't forgive me. You dispatched me right after you stabbed me. Hallucinations or not, you're a murderer. Go away! Stay away from me! Stay away! Stay away! I said stay away! These are just hallucinations! Hallucinations! What happened to you guys a few years ago - that was in the past.īut the past ruined my life. See what you did? Is it so hard to tell the police? You know, she won't go away until you confess. But in your eyes, in your mind, I'm alive. You are a soulless creature, a merciless human being. I told you how guilty I was for ruining your life. I went to your house to ask for forgiveness. That day when you stabbed me in my sleep, that day when you ended my life, that day when you cursed out my name, that day when you said it was my fault why you turned into this, I died but the memory of me will always be in your mind. And I won't stop until I kill you, until the whole world goes against you, until you cry your hardest, until you bleed to death. She apologized to you but you didn't forgive her, did you? You killed your friend out of jealousy, out of anger, out of stress and out of hatred. And, yes, you are a murderer because that's the truth. I'm telling you that you are crazy for talking to yourself. Go away? How can I go away? I am with you. And why am I even talking to myself? I must be crazy. So you admit that you did kill her? You killed your classmate. And never once has she apologized so she deserves to die. Don't say, "Never." You murdered an innocent woman.
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